Haiz... i feel kinda depressed. Its my leave but I feel more stressed at home. Stressed not because of my assignment but because my father is at home too. He is just so irritable. i dunno what the hell he wants me to do. i know he thinks just becuase I am at home I should wash the clothes, bathe the cats, fold the clothes, so every a good girl should do... and I can swear I am doing some, but that some is not good enough for his standard and he wants me to do everything. What the hell. I wish u can just rooll back to china and find a mistress (which i suspects he has) to stay there forever. I really wish so... i am not close to him at all...And I am not interested to talk to him at all... He just scolded me and said I treat this place like a hotel and like never see me . What the hell. , please lah i am working and studying at the same time. And I already told him i want to rush my assignments. This is really pushing me to the limit. I really feel tired . Tired of all his nonsense, tired of getting scoldings, I really want him to get out of my life forever. (I dun mean him to die , just get out of my life)...

My mom says just treat what he says like wind, cause she cant give a damn to... She even asked me to go to shchool to do my assignments. Can u imagine even she cant be bothered with him,,, Haiz.... If all guys are like that i rather remain a old spinster all my life...