Trying to study but everytime I open the books I just feel so tired. I know this is just me psychologically. Haiz. whenever I think of this I think I am much better than those ppl who have to work and married with children. They have so much more committments than me so I just shouldn't complain so much. I really wish I could just spend all my free time playing and fooling around... haha. Instead of studying after a long days work... is this very immature of me... I dunno... haha. Anyways life still goes own. Still have to study hard...