Today I felt very stressed at work... Dunno wats with me these days, its either I am grouchy or tired... i guess its just one of those down times again... was sooo busy that i felt overwhelmed and felt like i was almost about to burst and lose my edge... So many forms to label, paper work to finish, butts to clean, injections to give, bloods to take, dressings to do... etc... basically its just a very busy day and i felt a bit over the hill... its just so tiring to always be a middle person, vulnerable to doctors, vulnerable to patients, vulnerable to relatives, vulnerable to patients... sometimes dun even know whether wat i do is a profession or a chore. I feel really very tired, soo tired I wish i could just rest forever (thats a over statement ) i take that back...

Cant wait to go redang with the poly gang. I really need a break from all this shit in life. Shirley and me were also planning to go for a concert. The Mayday concert in april 26!!!! I just wanna enjoy. I really need enjoyment in my life!!!!