Today was a really really really long day... i finally get a chance to sit down and really breath and recollect the thoughts of the day... Had morning shift today and it was a pretty fine day at work... had time to help my junior to do 2 sponging for the patients... Felt really really hot today, dunno whether its because of the weather today, the new uniform , or some hormonal imbalance in my body... hehe... Was quite free, I even had time to help my colleague serve some of her IVs and medication...
Anyways after my work at around 3 had to go for some stupid clinical teaching in which one of my colleagues presented on a case study of one of her patients eg. diagnosis , treatment plan, necessary interventions etc... it was damn boring until i almost slept. I know its pretty mean but just couldn't help it... I only had less than 4 hours of sleep last night... And if thats not bad enougH after that had to rush over to SIM for classes at 5... Haiz... I didn't even have time to bathe!!! My only consolation is that i bumped into guan yi on the way there and we both took the bus to sim from the hospital as its near her house... Really miss her to bits... She was saying if she could return back to our ward and by thAT time i finished my degree AND decided to do my advanced diploma, could we do it together...
I have never really thought of speciallising in oncology or anything else yet, and even IF i were to decide on it, it would be on my own accord, i wun do it because anyone else asks me to do it... however , if its her i wouldn't mind studying together with her, cause she is someone who can spur me on and motivate me and i really need someone like that. We always seem to encourage each other on... hehe
The lesson AT SIM today was pretty interesting but exhausting to the mind... the first 2 hours was tutorial which i did not have any time at all to prepare for... Each group was supposed to send out a representative to voice out ther opinions... it suddenly hit me that although i have my own opinions but i am not exactly a really vocal person... Somnetimes really envy those really vocal ppl, who can voice out their opinions so confidently and are even fighting to represent their tutorial to presnt on their topic. i sorta get a bit freaked out when i get near the microphone and my voice becomes so soft and scrawny... hehe. And i really find it amusing that some ppl can stay back after classes to ask questions that i never even thought of asking.... well , i suppose they are really hard working... Thats the art of critique i guess.. which we are suppose to learn. tutorial was followed by a 2 hour lecture. aNWYAS cant say anything more now cause i am really really too tired and i need a good nights sleep... cant wait to attack my bed!!!
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