I am sooooooooo tired... Just finished packing my brother room, tidying up downstairs, preparing lunch for my grandmother, folding the clothes.... I really regret having the eve off... ok. I think my point is brought across.... I am now ripping shows into my external hard drive for my sister to borrow when she comes back singapore.... ripping "Coffee Prince " now.
Just feel so wasted to stay at home and do house work... since i am starting my course soon.. why cant i just go out and enjoy before all that starts...
2008-02-06
House work... hehe
I am tired... after just 2 hours of house work... haha... this is more exhausting than work... i cant imagine how my mom can do it the whole day ... she is super mom... Anyways she asked me to tidy up my brother's room... bleh... big fat ass... but anyways it gives me time to update u....
CNY Eve
Today is cny eve... it will be busy busy busy... i dun really like cny... its just so busy.. the rest of the year is busy and hectic and cny is no exception... thn u will have to face relatives and smile and pretend to be interested in their topic and they will ask u questions like whether u have boyfriend...etc... u know what i mean... But i like the food... hehe...This year cny will be at my house so not really sure abt the good food.. we are having steamboat for the eve... tomorrow will be going over to my mother's side(think the food will be better). I just finished cleaning my windows, now have to clean the metal railings and the mirror... today must stay at home and be a "guai" type of girl (rolls eyes)... such a waste for my off day... Haiz.. anyways i am using my brother com cause my computer monitor is spoilt... Haiz...
Probably today will be spent doing errands for my mum.... I wish i was working morning on the eve... seriosly.... haha!!!
Probably today will be spent doing errands for my mum.... I wish i was working morning on the eve... seriosly.... haha!!!
27 Dresses
Went out with angelina in the evening cause she is going back to auzzie next week and i dun know when i will meet her... Was late for 45 minutes (so typical of me) so treated her to dinner...
We went to watch the show"27 Dresses", and its soooo nice. Initially we wanted to watch the sweeney todd show but after reading the reviews decided not to cause its rather gory and i dun really wanna watch such a stressful show as i already feel stressed out.. "27 Dresses" is a really really nice show... Its those type of shows that make u leave the theatre feeling touched, happy and fuzzy inside... hehe... and makes u feel that there is something such as true love. Its hundreds of times better than the previous show i watcheed called "The Mist"(oh it was horrible , especially the ending). Anyways its definately not a bimbo show as one of my friends said... In fact its as good as "The Devil wears prada". The main lead female is sooo pretty and the guy is so cute... He looks so charming and i love his smile... Lastly this show makes u hopeful that one day u will find ur true love... hehe...
Anyways after that went to eat taiwan xiao chi at century square and chatted at the same time then we started gossiping and catchingup with old stuff... hehe... Really seems that when i am with her cant finish talking... time always passes so fast. the next time i see her will probably be in june... will miss her... We shall both work hard in our respective roles.... Love u ,, my friend.... Thank u friend... u really made me feel better!
Guess I gtg now... tomorrow have to wake up earlier to help around the house cause got relative coming over to my house for cny eve.... Adios!!!
We went to watch the show"27 Dresses", and its soooo nice. Initially we wanted to watch the sweeney todd show but after reading the reviews decided not to cause its rather gory and i dun really wanna watch such a stressful show as i already feel stressed out.. "27 Dresses" is a really really nice show... Its those type of shows that make u leave the theatre feeling touched, happy and fuzzy inside... hehe... and makes u feel that there is something such as true love. Its hundreds of times better than the previous show i watcheed called "The Mist"(oh it was horrible , especially the ending). Anyways its definately not a bimbo show as one of my friends said... In fact its as good as "The Devil wears prada". The main lead female is sooo pretty and the guy is so cute... He looks so charming and i love his smile... Lastly this show makes u hopeful that one day u will find ur true love... hehe...
Anyways after that went to eat taiwan xiao chi at century square and chatted at the same time then we started gossiping and catchingup with old stuff... hehe... Really seems that when i am with her cant finish talking... time always passes so fast. the next time i see her will probably be in june... will miss her... We shall both work hard in our respective roles.... Love u ,, my friend.... Thank u friend... u really made me feel better!
Guess I gtg now... tomorrow have to wake up earlier to help around the house cause got relative coming over to my house for cny eve.... Adios!!!
2008-02-03
My FIRST COMPLAINT
Haiz... remember the patient i was talking about who i transferred up and down the bed... well I officially got my first complaint letter in the feed back form saying i am not sensitve and not empathethic... this really sucks. i feel so upset and feel like shit... and unappreciated.
I suppose i am suppose to take this as a learning experience but cant seem to get positive thoughts in my head now., just let me grumble the night away. Tomorrow will be a new day. I suppose sometimes i can become rather moody... but i just feel hurt. Cause i am after all someone who takes pride in my work. Haiz. anyways its all over. I think if i go back i probably would not change anything. Maybe i shouldn't have helped out my other colleagues then i would not have gotten all this shit. I cant think of anything i would change . Probably keep the comment to myself... thats all...
Haiz.. am i think by the time i am 30 i will be a grumpy old spinster if i continue having the life i am having. Dun even know if its a life... at all...
I suppose i am suppose to take this as a learning experience but cant seem to get positive thoughts in my head now., just let me grumble the night away. Tomorrow will be a new day. I suppose sometimes i can become rather moody... but i just feel hurt. Cause i am after all someone who takes pride in my work. Haiz. anyways its all over. I think if i go back i probably would not change anything. Maybe i shouldn't have helped out my other colleagues then i would not have gotten all this shit. I cant think of anything i would change . Probably keep the comment to myself... thats all...
Haiz.. am i think by the time i am 30 i will be a grumpy old spinster if i continue having the life i am having. Dun even know if its a life... at all...
2008-02-02
Hey its almost 4 in the morning. U must be thinking why this girl is still awake... hahah... anyways i cant really sleep now cause i slept at 7 pm to 3 am... will catch some more sleep after this.. Anyways my sleep was great. Wow... cant beleive i slept a whole 8 hours.. Thats just so great... Anyways i feel so sad... my tv in the room not working. It has officially gone crazy, so no more watching shows until i get a new one... haha. anyways this tv is very old , almost 10 yrs, but it has only been in my room for 2 months and it decided to die in my hands... haha...
Today was working in the day shift... It was a pretty ok day for me only that i was the in charge of the room and my junior was this 60 year old aunty. Thenhaving her as my junior is like me being th e junior myself... I really have to help her with most things cause she has a bad knee... I helped her with most of the sponging and answer many of the call bells... haiz.. anyways also dun want to complain so much or else it seems like i am very evil discriminating against the elderly. Anyways I am not. I am very willing to help them. just that this aunty is very "de cun jin chi" ... which means give a foot , take a yard. I FELT I am being bullied !!! Just because u are old and have a bad knee doesn't mean u can ignore the call bells or show that kind of face when i ask u to do things when passing report... so pissed off. Anyways i really showed my temper to her but she is probabaly too thick skin to see it... What to do. I cant probe further cause this society is very into showing respect to the elderly... hahaha....
Ok better go and sleep now... Tomorrow have to go earliy to national heart centre for my appointment before my work in the afternoon...
Today was working in the day shift... It was a pretty ok day for me only that i was the in charge of the room and my junior was this 60 year old aunty. Thenhaving her as my junior is like me being th e junior myself... I really have to help her with most things cause she has a bad knee... I helped her with most of the sponging and answer many of the call bells... haiz.. anyways also dun want to complain so much or else it seems like i am very evil discriminating against the elderly. Anyways I am not. I am very willing to help them. just that this aunty is very "de cun jin chi" ... which means give a foot , take a yard. I FELT I am being bullied !!! Just because u are old and have a bad knee doesn't mean u can ignore the call bells or show that kind of face when i ask u to do things when passing report... so pissed off. Anyways i really showed my temper to her but she is probabaly too thick skin to see it... What to do. I cant probe further cause this society is very into showing respect to the elderly... hahaha....
Ok better go and sleep now... Tomorrow have to go earliy to national heart centre for my appointment before my work in the afternoon...
2008-02-01
A Hypocritical smile
Work sucks sometimes... This is like a phrase used to start a composition.. i could just go on and on... and it would reach no end... i just feel really unappreciated no matter how hard i try sometimes... Firstly i am upset cause i was attending to this patient for 3 or 4 times getting her up and down the bed... and she is so damn freaking heavy but i just discharged my duties as this is my job... The aunt's family keep on wanting us to transfer from bed to chair, from chair to commode numerous times... i attended to her although its not even my patient. Obviously inside my head and mind i would not be happy to do it but i just did it... so after my break i came back and it just so happened that her call bell was on and no one was attending to it, so me and my colleague went to attend and we saw the aunty back on the chair when before my break i had put her back on bed... so i just commented "huh... how come she is back on the chair again" Thats all i said... After that, the aunty's daughter who overheard this said sarcastically, "You CANNOT
be like this u know, these patients are very old and suffering". "how can u pass these sort of remarks""U all should try to understand them and grant them their wishes." Then i was so diaoz... she just kept on rambling on and on but i couldn't bother to listen to her so just put her back to bed with my friend's help... I just feel quite irritated but its just something i have to swallow . I really wanted to say something back at her but i think if i said anything it wouldn't have been something pleasant...
I really feel irritated. Sometimes no matter how much u try to help someone, ppl just dun seem to appreciate it... And its frustrating. i dun even thinki said something wrong or sarcastic or was complaining. It was just a comment that i was saying to my colleague. A aptient of family member can always vent their anger on us or treat us as high class maids but we can never do the same or voice out our frustration. Just becuase this is our job and they are freaking "customers", we are suppose to give the service with a smile... SHIT!!!! I understand how patients are miserable and we need to empathise with them... I dun expect u understand how we feel but at least treat us as human beings and not maids or robots...
I just feel so disapointed with this world sometimes....
be like this u know, these patients are very old and suffering". "how can u pass these sort of remarks""U all should try to understand them and grant them their wishes." Then i was so diaoz... she just kept on rambling on and on but i couldn't bother to listen to her so just put her back to bed with my friend's help... I just feel quite irritated but its just something i have to swallow . I really wanted to say something back at her but i think if i said anything it wouldn't have been something pleasant...
I really feel irritated. Sometimes no matter how much u try to help someone, ppl just dun seem to appreciate it... And its frustrating. i dun even thinki said something wrong or sarcastic or was complaining. It was just a comment that i was saying to my colleague. A aptient of family member can always vent their anger on us or treat us as high class maids but we can never do the same or voice out our frustration. Just becuase this is our job and they are freaking "customers", we are suppose to give the service with a smile... SHIT!!!! I understand how patients are miserable and we need to empathise with them... I dun expect u understand how we feel but at least treat us as human beings and not maids or robots...
I just feel so disapointed with this world sometimes....
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